What does Genesis 37:30 mean?
With Joseph temporarily safe in the pit (Genesis 37:22–24), Reuben was away from his murderous brothers long enough for them to sell Joseph as a slave to passing traders (Genesis 37:25–28). When Reuben returns and finds the pit empty, he tears his clothes in grief (Genesis 37:29). Now he expresses his dismay, saying "where shall I go?" How can he return to his father and tell him that his beloved Joseph, the firstborn son of his beloved late wife Rachel, is gone?Reuben is heartbroken, but this grief might be somewhat selfish. It's entirely possible Reuben was hoping to restore his ruined reputation (Genesis 35:22) by rescuing his father's favorite son. We're not told if any of the other brothers felt badly. Prior history suggests they do not (Genesis 37:3–4).