ESV: Afflicted and close to death from my youth up, I suffer your terrors; I am helpless.
NIV: From my youth I have suffered and been close to death; I have borne your terrors and am in despair.
NASB: I was miserable and about to die from my youth on; I suffer Your terrors; I grow weary.
CSB: From my youth, I have been suffering and near death. I suffer your horrors; I am desperate.
NLT: I have been sick and close to death since my youth. I stand helpless and desperate before your terrors.
KJV: I am afflicted and ready to die from my youth up: while I suffer thy terrors I am distracted.
NKJV: I have been afflicted and ready to die from my youth; I suffer Your terrors; I am distraught.